Went to visit yunie_sigh in her new home. It's very cozy and pretty even though it's still messy from moving. I was really happy that her mother and her didn't mind having me there though I'm still worried I might have been a bother...

A meme from yunie_sigh

• Post these rules before you give your facts.
• List 10 random facts about yourself.
• At the end of your post, tag 10 people and list their names. I hate tagging people!

1. Even though I act really chirpy and comical, deep down I rarely actually feel that way. When I'm alone I'm always thinking about how I've never been in a relationship and I get really sad all the time.
2. I feel really lonely all the time even though I know I have friends who love me.
3. I get really happy when people say they like me. I have no self-esteem so it means a lot to me that someone actually likes me.
4. I like shopping for clothes and makeup. I'm not appearance-centered, but I like combining different tones of lipstick with eyeliner colors. It's fun and it helps, though I don't wear tons of makeup like most girls.
5. I love animals. If I could I would spend my whole life surrounded with all kinds of animals and I definitely think I am at my most gentle and vulnerable state when I am with any kind of animal.
6. I'm ugly. That's why I wear eyeliner. I'm really ugly and I hide behind my personality a lot.
7. I honestly believe I'm a good, loyal friend and that sometimes I'm not treated as I deserve to be. But I'm too gullible and too nice to stand up for myself and, most of all, I'm afraid people will hate me if I do.
8. I genuinely like to help people. I get really happy if I find out I was the one to put a smile on someone's face and it fills me up inside.
9. All I really want is to fall in love with someone and have that person love me back.
10. I have an enormous crush on someone and only a few people know about it, because if everyone found it would be a disaster...