I am unsure about my future, my life, myself. I don't know if the way I'm heading is what I want, or if it's the right way. What is the right way? And what do I really want? I've been so confused lately I barely know who I am anymore. The only thing I still know is who loves me and who doesn't... And you probably think it's more than enough, but to me it isn't. I'm a bit individualistic, so I really need to know who I am, what I want and where I'm headed. I need to be in control of myself and my situation, but it seems I've been relying too much on the term 'fate' lately.
I find myself thinking about things I shouldn't, and I can't really explain how and why I got there. I'm so young, I should be superficial and airheaded, jump around talking about boys and clothes on sale... But even though I'm an idealist and a romantic, I can't bring myself to act like everyone else. If I do, it's only on the outside... In the inside, I'm thinking too much and too fast for my own sake.

I just need a lot of answers that I probably wouldn't understand if they were given to me right now.
Everything is just so confusing... I don't know what to do.