Hello everyone...

I seem to have been regaining my sanity little by little over the past few days. Though I'm not very emotionally stable, I'm starting to hang in there... I hope.
The truth is, my dog died on the past Monday, 18th of May. To me she wasn't just a dog - she was, strangely, my best friend. She stayed by my side at all times for twelve long years. She was always the only one who never judged me and always tried to cheer me up, cried when I left home, always slept near me when I was busy doing something else, licked my hand when I was sick or crying and provided me with unconditional love, support and loyalty. Now, I don't know how to live without her... For the first time, I am actually home alone, and it scares me that she isn't going to crawl out from under the cupboard and into her bed next to my desk. It still hasn't settled in my head that she's buried outside in my garden, under the shade of her favourite tree...
I miss you so much. I know you're not coming back but please know that no other dog will ever replace you. You were my sister for twelve years and you will always remain as my sister in my heart and my memory.

I had a tachycardia on Friday. If it weren't for my teacher something really bad could have happened to me but I'm very grateful to him for his help. I hope it never happens again, I was really scared... My heart was beating so fast, I couldn't move, my whole body was shaking and I couldn't breathe. I took almost an hour to calm myself down... My heart rate was 159, I think, and that's a lot since mine is usually on the low side ( around 80 or 90 ). I'm okay now though.

I went to an Andrew Bird concert today, it was beautiful and inspiring. I was lucky enough to catch him after the concert and get him to sign my Fitz and Dizzyspells EP...

Gah, I think I'm finally liking someone (I won't say in love because it's too powerful a word to just go around and use like it's nothing) after that guy in 10th grade, but it's even more impossible so I'll just watch him from afar...

I hope you're all okay, drop me a note or something on Twitter or DA or whatever.

yunie_sigh, please hang in there. You know I'll always be here for you no matter what so don't be afraid to complain or talk about your problems to me. I'll always hear you out and try to help you to the best of my abilities... I hope you find your guiding light and decide on the path you feel is right. I'll be here to help you all the way to the end.