I need some. I have zero faith in a sunny destiny being in store for me, seeing as I was praying for a good year (since it is my final year in high school, I wanted to go out with a bang), but I've been bombarded with bad luck ever since day one. My dog died, my dreams of going to London died in front of me, people I like started to hate me and I had a crush, yet again, on the wrong person.

Maybe it's something biological. Maybe something's wrong with me, maybe I was born with a bad luck gene or something. Whatever it is, it's unfair.
And it annoys me (to the extent of wanting to bash people's heads in) that I try my best to help everyone and to be there for everyone and their problems... And when I do complain, which I rarely do because I don't like to talk about my problems (it reminds me of them), I get slapped in the face with bad attitudes and selfishness.

Do I deserve this? Honestly?
I don't know. But I'm headed for a clean start in college. God knows if it'll be worse, even.


I'm totally addicted to CSI New York and Criminal Minds. Please, everyone, find me pictures to fangirl over. I'm going for both Reid and Rossi in Criminal Minds, and Sid and Adam in CSI.
Why do I go for the old guys?
Btw, Joe Mantegna is so nice it gives me a sugar high. Interviews!